Ramadhan Al-Mubarak, my cough and i

Today was my first day of fasting for this year though 1st Ramadhan falls on the 17th of September 2007 (no explanation is needed..u know what i mean..duh..). And it was a terrible one as i am still on antibiotics, sore throat + cough + cold and such are still as bad as before. The whole fasting day runs smoothly without me having much difficulty until at about 5pm, my throat started to feel uncomfortable and dry and ticklish due to the air-cond in the office and for not drinking any water for one whole day, i started to cough uncontrollably and the coughing went endlessly to the state that i have to run to the toilet, coughing, and continue coughing breathlessly till my hands goes numb and turn into a somewhat distorted shape which is caused by the numbness. It was the worst coughing experience ever, though this is not the 1st time i have problem in recovering from a cough. For me, cough is like the biggest devil that comes once a while but stay lingering as forever as it wish..i've once had a cough for 3 consecutive months up to one stage, i coughed out blood..my mum rushed me to Ampang Puteri..later, after an X-ray of my face, that we learn, it was not serious and the lingering deadly cough is because i have a slight sinusitis, which normally affects the nose and causes constant cold for most people but as for my case, it is prone to affect my lungs more.

Anyway, due to that deadly coughing, i couldn't go to the masjid for the tarawikh prayer i've been looking forward..huhuhuhuu..As a reminder for myself, this ramadhan i have one aim: to finish the Qur'an  once, pernah khatam pun sekali je itu pun zaman kanak2 yang mana bace tajwid entah betul ke x masyaAllah..i've been trying to fulfil this eversince..but never succeeded..