Milkaholic!

Saya tgh gile mkn chocolate ini, sgt sedap! Rase manis2 lemak2 coklat masam2 strawberry yogurt, sgt sedap! 2 bar sekali hadap selambe, sgt sedap!

Ye satu office dh terpengaruh dgn saya maka inila hasilnya: one whole wastebasket full of milka packs!!

Afeef 1st Surgery

Afeef selalu jatuh. Everytime jatuh mesti tersembam muke dulu n mulut
wajib pecah n byk darah sbb gigi tergigit bibir. Baru last 2 weeks
Afeef jatuh mcm tu n I said to Mak, Afeef mesti jatuh sembam muke
dulu, mulut wajib berdarah. Org kate ibu jgn byk ngate ank bende
xelok, nnt mcm doa.

Arini Afeef jatuh lg, mase keluar bfast dgn Nekni n Ucu Ana kt Risyad.
Balik umah Babah n Mama cpt2 ltk minyak mcm biase. Afeef trus tertdo
lps mnum only 1.5 ounce milk sbb penat mnangis. At 2pm i.e after
nearly 3hrs jatuh, mulut Afeef still bleeding, pelik. Biase sekejap dh
kering. Mama suluh mulut Afeef yg still asleep dgn torchlight,
terkejut Mama, d cut was deep n bleeding still.

Bergegas Mama n Babah bwk ke Columbia Puchong. As expected, Afeef need
stitches, what we didn't expect is, he was referred to a surgeon n
Anaesthetist is involved. Kids below 4 yrs can't be stitched as
outpatient n without anaesthetic according to MO. Afeef needs to be
warded for d procedure n puase for 6 hours prior surgery. It was a
minor one as assured by d MO, only 1-2 stitches. Surgery was scheduled
at 6pm however postponed to 6.30pm.

Babah was to accompany Afeef smpi d Anaesthetist put him to sleep with
gas. Once asleep Babah is supposed to exit the OT n d surgeon will
take him from there. I was v worried n feeling doubtful especially on
giving him any anaesthetic however pujuk hati ni, xpe just 1-2
stitches n my baby will be fine n recover faster. Tapi bile smpi OT d
anaesthetist start asking me scary Qs like "Puan, are you aware of
what d surgeon is going to do to your son?" while hubby was led thru d
backdoor to change to OT scrub. I started to doubt our decision even
more. I felt like running out of the OT with my baby in my arms but i
know, it was too late.

Abang appeared looking handsome in OT scrub n took our baby from me, i
watched them walking into the OT with a big lump in my throat, i felt
like crying seeing his pitiful beautiful big eyes staring at me while
Babah took him inside as though begging me silently to stop this from
happening. I cried anyway as I walked back to the ward.

After 1/2 hour d surgeon came out n see us, everything's fine. The
wound was flower shaped, not a simple straight line, so we understood
very well it's more than 2 stitches. Doc said d wound should heal in
3-5 days, Afeef couldn't come out just yet as they need to monitor him
like taking his bp etc.

He came out after an hour in d OT looking much worse as his mouth
swells even more than before due to the surgery and he looked so
miserable n groggy due to the GA.

Tonight as I'm typing this entry, I'm sleeping alone with Amalia,
already missing my baby boy who's spending d night at the hospital
with Babah taking care of him, thank you suamiku sayang...
Mama doa sangat2 Afeef cepat sembuh, sayanngg buah hati Mama..